Thanks.

We never wanted to start it in the first place, let alone maintain it for years almost three years maybe, we were dating when I realised that we are going to spend an inexplicit amount of time in different city. On different province. Starting with a friend, maybe you’re not a friend. I know we only know each other but not as friends, I think everything goes so full of colourful stories. At first I didn’t expect much but all of God’s destiny, I could only be grateful for what had been a destiny in my life. Whoever is, God chooses, God has the right to decide. Maybe I don’t have to tell you a few years back until we finally get together because I think it’s too full of rain-filled stories and rainbows. I’ll tell you when we’ve agreed to be together. I didn’t know this was an option or indeed an option, but back again it was god’s destiny, God’s right to decide. No matter how hard I try to go and get away if he’s god-picked, he’ll keep coming back. Before we were together like now, I had tried to leave for so long, because I realized I wasn’t fit. Who am I? Always glassy, feel less and feel inappropriate. Once I got together I still felt the same way, I don’t know. Why did he come back? Why choose me? Why can’t you? Who am I?

I have always thanked God for everything God has given me, including bringing me together and you who are so unique that it is so unexpected. Live this long distance relationship, which is full of stories. You always put me first, made my rock-hard self softer, always relented for our relationship, and did everything for us. I’m sorry I’ve always been selfish, always not going to lose, even always ignoring you (that’s what you think) isn’t really like that. I’m just more silent, I can’t express what I feel, which obviously I care about me saying you. If I’m good at talking I’ll express how I love you, more than anything. You’re the one I’ve always prioritized. Forgive my so many shortcomings, maybe I can’t be what you want to be, but I’m always trying to be the way you want to be. Thanks for always being there, sorry.

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