March 14

Super moody

Emotions hurt

From mad to sad real sad

I hope coffee would fix me or lizs video would probably give me motivation but that's only for a while.

I know what i have to do honestly no need of motivation

My head hurts

My eyes are sore

Where i would rather be ?

Here in office there's no place like office and this desk away from my chaotic home and life.

My dad I used to be this little girl with him and i also behave as one with others too. Its fun and cute I think it makes me laugh but sometimes i stop and ask myself am I supposed to show this self ?

Its raining outside and I’ve been feeling very sad.

Plus I have decided to cut off all toxic relations cause me being a sensitive person I cant put all that shit on me. People who doesn’t understand it can just fuck off.

After office I went to gym. new one and the machines were so much better than the previous one. I got me a hot pump god damn I was obsessing over myself. I cried before sleeping still got that hot massage as well. I don't know if it was my pms which gave me suicidal thoughts.

Before sleeping I decided that no more.

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